I have been blessed to have a sister like lissa (dixie). she is there for me/does things to surprise me.. she did this journal.. how nice is that.. she has been with me thru my recovery.. she is the reason i am free..it may not have been in ethical way to get meth free..but,her helping me the most, was by having empathy for me/never criticised me for the way i was at the time... she pointed out what i could be with out that shit.. she made me realize that .. the example i was reflecting on my kids..and how people really cared..i looked around ppl who care act like her... she cared for me the real me..she seen what i could be and what i am . i could change.she told me sheri ur getting deeper/deeper and then i said how u know.. and she told me things only a person who loved me told me this..outta love ..she said sheri,ur treating ur kids this way/ur not doing what is important.. and i knew before she told me/i didn't hate her for it.. i felt the love and i cried.. we were on my front porch.. and to this day.. i know love cause she showed my love/friendship/sistership..she was godly in her mind of a backsliding state.. and she shown me the love of god.in her love.. and i know she feels like she can't serve the lord..u can serve the lord sissy and u can do it from the depts of ur heart..it's all in the heart.and urs is big..u helped me more in ur backslided state/than i got from all the preachers even bro.butler/bro/sis.turner..sissy it was u..and jesus..he shown thru u..when u didn't realize it...thank u for giving to the lord, i am so glad u came..(gave)..u were my light when i seen darkness/i am alive and changed.. so sissy.. i love u and thank u for saving my life..i remember the things u showed and made me see.. and coming to my rescue and knowing in ur heart . i was at the trailer park. when edy said i didn't live there. thanks for not giving up on me...and taking care of my kids when i wasn't the mother they had to have.. u deserve all benefits from god. and u'll get em.. i am alive and rehabilitated and happy..and have a real relationship with my beautiful,wonderful,brave,ass kicking sista..i thank god for my little bitty sissy..who is a wonderful sister,daughter,momma,aunt,neice,granddaughter.my bestes best friend..i love u dixie... love ur sista shortie... from the depts of my heart....\
readers take time to show the person u really love . show em how u feel and how u care... hug a loved one today... hug/kiss ur children and wives and husbands..momma's/daddy's// i love u lissa and u mean more to me than my own breath...love shortie
p.s thanks for fixing my journal... i love it..sooo much..